I've not updated in 65 weeks, so here's a scheduled rant!

For my job, I had to go to Birmingham today. So, I decided getting the train would be less stressful than driving. So I biked to the train station as it's quicker for me. However, when I got to the top of town near the Jesus Centre, I got yelled out all the way down by the stupid talking CCTV cameras right down to the church. So apparently biking through town is not allowed anymore. Maybe because bikes are a pain to the pedestrians? Fair enough. Great idea Northampton County Council! How do you propose these cyclists can complete their journey quickly and efficiently with the convenient one way system that's in place? The path between the shops in the town centre is so wide, so why is it such a problem that bikes can't go down there? If it's that much of an issue then why not have a cycle lane, so that people can cycle safely and out the way?! Way to encourage people to protect our precious earth, Council idiots! They're just making people want to drive instead of use the awkward one way system on their bikes which will make their journey so stressful and time consuming; driving is now the quickest option! So big cheer for the cretin who decided banning bikes from town was a good idea. You've done well at creating car congestion/pollution.

So I endure a stressful, busy train journey, full of people who insist on talking loudly on their mobiles, frequently losing signal and saying "hello? Are you there? You're breaking up?!" Then going on about their business plans, or social life or whatever. This really gets my goat. I wish people could just wait until they get off the train; these conversations are so counter-productive, because they spend 80% of the time asking if the person can hear them.

I get to Birmingham, see David Dickenson outside New Street, get to work, have an interesting day at work, get to the station, have a stressful journey, get back to the station and on my bike. I cycle round the stupid system, which actually meant I had to go the wrong way up a one way road (stupidfuckingcouncilwhythefuckdonttheyjusthaveacyclelaneonthe8milewidepaththroughtownfuckingcunts). While I'm cycling back, I get stopped by a small boy (probably about 13) on a BMX. I take my headphones out, and he says "do you have a puncture repair kit? My front tyre has burst". To which I replied, "No, sorry." A response which I feel is appropriate for the situation. I was about to ride off, when his friend (who is sitting on a bench holding hands with a girl) starts getting aggressive and yells "Why haven't you fucking got one?!" over and over again. To which I reply, "because I don't carry it round with me. Stop being a cunt" (A response which I feel is appropriate for the situation) and swiftly road off. What a prick?! Since when is that an acceptable way to talk to someone. I hope he gets his cock bitten off by some STD ridden slut!

Then, a further 2 things have got my goat since I arrived home. I turned on the news to find out that yesterday was over a £104million transfer day for the premier league. £104million?! Are they having a laugh. One player cost over £31million to transfer. This is a ludicrous amount of money! There are people dying of starvation in this world and the premier league are spending 31million on ONE PLAYER!! It is absolutley ridiculous.

Finally, ebay. I purchased a purse off there about a month ago. And they told me it was posted two days after I bought it. Then, last week I got an email saying they couldn't post it until the 31st. So I replied and said that was okay but they need to post it ASAP. THEN they emailed me today saying it can't be posted for two weeks. What fucking idiots. So I've cancelled it and demanding a refund.


So, in conclusion... there are way too many assholes in this world and I reckon I've experienced some hassle with many of them in one day.

My exams have finally finished. They went okay. They could've been better but we'll just have to see what the results say :)
Everything is happening this year! grandad's super ill in hospital which is really horrible and upsetting.. :( i feel sorry for dad really..

We move out of the house soon which is quite daunting because of all the packing I have to do.
That's all I have to report really..
Mr Molesworth is lovely and cute and Jonah and Samson are awesome but super fast..

Me and Nuala went mental tidying the house yesterday.. it felt good.
I'm going to see Bill Bailey stand up in November..
I hopefully have PavFest off work.
I need an outfit for the wedding me and Aidan are going to.
I start back at Boughton next week..
I've been working for the leaflet delivery people at £8 an hour.. but it's guna end soon. Boo.
I owe my parents lots of money.

So much has happened since September..
me and Adam broke up.
I'm going out with Aidan.
Coral died :'(
Mum had a heart attack..

It's insane. It's been the worst and one of the best years of my life.

Ughh I feel poo..
Coley's basically ripped to shit our project which has knocked a lot of confidence outa the lot of us... and I just feel so stressed.. I went home today to drop the car off and for some reason felt particularly sad about Coral not being there.. even though i've been home quite a few times since she died..
I think it's cause Alex wasnt there this time.

I just feel a bit poo :(

I had a nice weekend with Aidan, and I got a B for one of my essays which I found really tough so that's good..
Oo and I bought a BMX at the weekend which is fun..

I just feel a bit low today.
Maybe I'm tired.

Term is nearly over! Woop! I'm sick of all this work we've got on.. I've handed in two essays.. I still need to finish the production folder but other than that and handing photography in, there's nothing left to do! Thank god!!
I've been ill but feeling better..

I had an interview at Colemans in Northampton today which went quite well so we'll see how that turns out!
I chose my modules for next year...
and that's about it!
I'm going to Aidan's tonight which will be nice cause I've not been there for a few days :)
That's about it really..
It's cold.
And this weather is shit.
Otherwise
I'm good :D

Everything is good! :) I'm pretty happy even though I've cut my finger and we have no lights because the fuse blew and I'm too scared to go to the basement!
I spent all day at Aidan's working on my photography project and I'm going into town this morning to get them printed. I've almost finished all my work which is fantastic cause it's been hanging over my head. So that means I can have an awesome weekend and just relax! :)
Yay!



I am really happy and this guy has a lot to do with it!! :)

xxx♥xxx

1. You are not alone. You are walking in the woods. With who?
Aidan

2. You are walking in the woods. You see an animal. What kind of animal is it?
Dog

3. What interaction takes place between you and the animal?
I stroke it

4. You walk deeper in the woods. You enter a clearing and before you is your dream house. Describe it.
It's big! maybe with a thatched roof. And there's a wood burner inside. And Coral's there.

5. Is your dream house surrounded by a fence?
Yes

6. You enter the house. You walk into the dining room and see the dining room table. What do you see on AND around it?
On it, there's a vase of flowers and a fruit bowl. around it is the dogs basket and a rug.


7. You exit the house and a cup is on the ground, what kind is it?
a mug

8. What do you do with the cup?
nothing. i leave it.

9. You walk to the edge of the property where you find yourself standing at the edge of a body of water. What kind of body of water?
a lake


10. How will you cross the water?
wade through it as far as i can, then swim if necessary.

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1. The person who you are walking in the woods with is the most important person in your life.

2. The size of the animal is representative of your perception of the size of your problems in your life.

3. The severity of the interaction you have with the animal is representative of how you deal with your problems.

4. The size of your dream home is representative of the size of your ambition to solve your problems.

5. A lack of a fence is indicative of an open personality. People are welcome at all times. The presence of a fence indicates a closed personality. You'd prefer people not drop by unannounced.

6. If your answer did NOT include food, flowers, or people, then you are generally unhappy.

7. The durability of the material with the cup is made of is representative of the perceived durability of your relationship.

8. Your disposition of the cup is representative of your attitude.

9. The size of the body of water is representative of the size of your sexual desire.

10. How wet you get in crossing the water is indicative of the relative importance of your sex life.

Since my last post things have been looking up! Aidan's been great so that's all good! :) I miss Coral lots and get sad thinking about her but that's to be expected.

I miss Kyle like mad but I'm hoping to see him this weekend for Nuala's birthday...
Nuala has Glandular Fever but she's getting better..
Aidan has a Wii which is super fun.
Uni work is looking up. Got a lot on but it's all okay at the moment.

I've applied for a job in Pad and I really really really wana work there!! not sure what the hours are and stuff though but I've applied anyway..
I also applied at Holland and Barrett cause it's only one day a week. But if it's a choice between that and Pad I'm guna choose Pad.
I probably won't even get a call back from either.
Lol.

Coral died on Saturday morning. We had to have her put down because she was really sick. It's horrible and I'm finding it quite hard. One minute I'm fine and the next minute I'm not...
Last night I went for a meal with Steff, Val and Caroline and I was fine there because it took my mind off it but as soon as I got to Aidan's afterwards I just burst into tears on him. It's horrible.
He's been fantastic this weekend, really patient and caring, considering I'd hurt my arm and was moaning and then crying all weekend. I really appreciate how great he's been.
I miss Coral so much :(
It was the worst weekend ever because everything happened at once: Coral died and Kyle left. It was horrible :( I wish it didn't have to happen.

:'(

The vet suspects Coral may have cancer.

She had a lump on her back and she went in on Thursday morning to have it removed. The vet was concerned cause there were loads of small lumps on her back as well and he was worried that they were cancerous! He's concerned that it will be an aggressive form but has sent her lump away for tests.

I'm just praying she will be okay.
When Mum rang me to tell me on Thursday I thought I was guna die. I love that dog more than anything in the world - something that people who aren't close to their pets will never fully understand. She means so much to me and if anything happens to her I think I'll struggle to cope.

Aidan was great and he came over straight away cause I was in a bit of a mess. I feel a bit better now cause having spoken to Mum in a more sensible state, I've realised that we just need to wait for the results next week and pray for the best. I hope she'll be okay, but even if she's not then hopefully there'll be something we can do about the cancer!
She's a strong dog so we're all just hoping for the best.

I have not updated in forever.
I just bit myself.
It hurt.

Christmas was okay. A bit weird being back and made me feel sad cause of the whole Adam thing.
New year was okay also.

I'm glad to be back at uni. I couldn't wait to get back here to be honest. I like it here and the routines I have.
I miss Coral too much :(

That's it really.
Lol.
Ooo.

We're already 4 days into 2007...
2006 was good and bad. I think the beginning of the year was pretty awesome. Second term of uni meant going out lots more, lots of fun events like Australia day and Nuala's birthday.. lots of not so fun events like the depressing day, lol!
Third term was awesome, being the summer term! The best event was probably Pavfest! We met some awesome people which has led to some awesome times in first term of second year.

The summer holidays were okay. I worked mainly which was a bit lame but I had lots of fun in many ways :)

First term of second year was awful at the start because I was going through a lot of shit, deciding whether or not I should break up with Adam. I was really ill and a mess. But lots of people were there for me and I'm so grateful for that. It was horrible and I really hated making the decision. He gave me a great three years and I do miss him lots now but I think it was for the best. We've both met lots of new friends and he's taken up running - something I'm sure he wouldn't have done if we'd have stayed together cause I used to try and persuade him to come with me. Lol.

Other than that, first term was good. I met lots of new people on my course which is great :) new friends are always good.
Aidan has made me really happy and we have so much fun together, like TK Maxx, driving to Newark, going to museums and stuff! :) I'm really excited about doing more similar things this year.

I'm still really close with Steff and sure we always will be. She got me lots of lovely things for my birthday/christmas! :) thank you Steff!! :D

So I'm not that sad to say bye to 2006 because I'm quite excited about 2007 :)

Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows.....

What does this mean????!!!!

I am so fucking excited.

I am leaving today! :( boooo! Until Christmas, although I'm coming back and forth over the holidays.
I should be in lectures but I'm not... Lol! I skived because it's the last friday.. Muwahhahahah! I bet Tim Coley will call me or something.. chump.

I've gota go to my cousin's wedding tomorrow.. then I might come back to Northampton for a bit on Sunday but I am undecided...

Also I got mysef a moblog.
Go join it's fun...
www.moblog.co.uk

It's such a cold day it's unbelievable. Our house is, yet again, like ice!
I went to Kettering last night with Nuala and Rich. It was okay; weird to see Adam out.. it was the first time we were all out together since me and Adam broke up, so I felt a little upset but as soon as I got chatting to Grant about how we're guna hang out lots at Christmas I felt a little better :) And then me, Nuala and Rich got food from Chans and ate it at our house. Coral was being cute but was begging Rich for food. Lol.

Aidan's in Center Parcs this weekend and I've missed him a lot :( I'm going to Newark tomorrow to pick him up though so that's good! :D I can't wait to see him.
Still, I've had a fairly good weekend cause it's given me some time to sort some stuff out, do a bit of work and have some much needed alone time. I find I have little time to myself recently and it was nice just to chill out inside... even though it's freakishly cold in our house!!!

I'm guna finish our presentation work tonight then I might read some Harry Potter... Although Forest Gump is on so I might watch that in bed! :D

Things are pretty fucking awesome at the moment :)
Despite the worries that people weren't guna turn up, the pirate party was a success! :) We had lots of fun and lots of drinking and stupid crying then lots of salad eating then lots of dancing at the Soundhaus! Fun fun fun! It was the best birthday celebration ever. I don't usually celebrate my birthday cause it's on wanky Christmas day and I always worry it won't turn out well but it was wicked and I had an awesome time. Thanks to everyone who came and made it a great night :)


They bought me a giant cookie! It was awesome!
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Another post with pics from the weekend...
A bit late but whatever :)


Me and Carly

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It's my birthday pirate party this weekend at uni... I am so excited.. :) We've got our outfits and I'm sure there'll be lots of pictures to post after Saturday night..
I was a bit disappointed because people kept letting me down and not being able to come but I think it's guna work out okay because people are coming in some capacity and I'm really excited about the people who are coming!

Lots of drinks and fun will be had :D Aidan's guna look the most piratey... he's gone all out which is exciting!
I'm so excited I might go try my outfit on now for funnnnn!! Haha Kyle will come downstairs and laugh at me I'm sure! ^-^

I've finally finished my shitty essays which takes such a weight off my shoulders. Now I only need to do the presentation which isn't due until the 14th December! :D Exxxxcccceellllent! So lots of time to chill out and have fun.

I'm in such a great mood even though we've got Coley at 1. It's all gooood! :D

There's so much I wana buy but with noooo money it's really depressing. There's some stuff in H&M I want, and a new shop in town has an awesome skirt! And Underground have an awesome skirt with comic strips on it, but I bet it's like £1000 or something stupid.. lol.
Rubbbbish.

Wooop.

What an awesome weekend! :)
On Friday, we went out for Aidan's birthday.. Lots of people from Northampton and Aidan's home town and Vicky came too which was awesome! I got drunk very drunk which was silly of me but it was a goooood night! Ended up leaving the soundhaus earlyish, and I ended up at Aidan's with no way of getting in. But I was rescued by Helen, Stuart and Dave and I kinda collapsed on the sofa.. It was mental..
I embarrassed myself so much but it was still a very very very good night! :D

Then Saturday was Aidan's house party which was fun although emotions were flying high everywhere. We had a fun time though it was allll good. And on Sunday we just chilled out... I had a major panic cause of losing stuff but that all got sorted today and Aidan was awesome, coming to the doctors with me and stuff so yay!!
And we made a giant cookie today which was very cool! Although a little bit of a disaster but that's what made it fun.

I slept lots and now I'm home; Nuala, Rich, Ben, Kyle are around and I think we are going to hang out and watch films and stuff... although I do need to do some work.

Things are good at the moment. Certain events that occured at home made me realise that A) I was glad I wasn't there, and B) I think me and Adam breaking up was a very positive thing.
I'm really happy at the moment.
I don't think all my friends approve of what I'm doing but I'm having a lovely time and me and Aidan are getting on so well so it's making me happy. And my happiness is important I think, considering I have been very unhappy fairly recently.
This term is so fantastic!!
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My MP3 player has finally died! It breathed its final breath last Wednesday when I was shopping for wedding clothes. This upsets me very much because it had 20gb of music on there... and I have under 5gb on my laptop. Argh how annoying is that? So now I'm having to fanny about piecing together some kind of respectable music collection in preparation for when I get a new one... I've asked for one for my 21st but it appears to be quite a stressful task describing to Mum and Dad which kind I'd like. So Mum's coming here next Wednesday so we can go to Curry's... Such stress but oh well...

Uni work is looking up. I've started on my critical review and essay crap! It's tough work to be honest but I feel better now I've started it. This is just me diverting my attention away from boring books about war films and onto the internet where there appears to be much more interesting things to do.

Our house is getting colder by the day. Our back door is rotting, so my room is constantly cold and getting out of bed is painful sometimes. My hands were so cold earlier I was seriously struggling to type a text message! It's colder than my parents house and that is saying something.

I went to Newark over the weekend, which was successful and a fun little road trip. I managed to get my car for the weekend so it was all very good :) Apart from nearly crashing then the spilling of hot chocolate. But it's all good.

I've got 2 pretty mad weekends ahead of me which is why I'm trying to get all my work done so I have nothing to worry about. I'm not sure it's going to go as well as I'd hoped because I'm spending my time distracted by various things. Most annoying.

I'm feeling in a pretty good mood today, and I was in a very good mood yesterday. Some days I get really upset and sad about Adam but other days I'm ok, so it's just something I'm going to have to put up with over the next few weeks, or whatever.

My room is a tip.